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I had an incredibly beautiful dream last night, I don't want to share intimate details but feel compelled to share general vibe.
I dreamt I died, and I was a ghost, the world was black and white with shades of color, it is the world as we see it every day but different, people didn't see me. My first thought was "is this it? this is what happens?" and at that moment my right hand looked like a log that had been burning all night with embers and in that right hand was the most beautiful feeling I could ever feel. I don't want to call it "god" because it is bigger than that, I don't want to call it "creator" because it is more that than. It is something we can never understand but it is also something that has such unbelievable love for us and everything in this planet from leaves to manmade pollutants to everything on earth because it is creation. I felt it within my hand, it was me and not me all at once and was the most beautiful thing anyone can imagine, anyone would want to feel that warmth for a million years, it was like a siren calling out saying I am here. At that moment I knew that living as a ghost was temporary I had to see certain things in order to move on.
My father was prominent, it's funny because I just thought of him on New Years, maybe because of vague memories of when he got so drunk and angry on one New Year's Eve, my mother, sister and me had to find a place to sleep that night, let's just say that the thoughts of "if only had I known death was like this I would have tried harder with him when I was alive". We are all flawed but if you knew my father you would understand, at any rate in the dream I felt like this thing we call life is so precious that even those that hurt you and hurt the ones you love should be loved. Life is too beautiful.
Life is too fucken beautiful to waste it.
I don't believe in any manmade religions but I do believe there is a spiritual side to this universe and we are more than just flesh and bone, we are spirit take that as you want....this spiritual side is beyond any religion's understanding, beyond any of our understanding.
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Hi to all,one night,I go on a Irish inn to drink something,at the counter I drank without thinking in much when I saw a medium-height girl,a little smaller than me.She was alone at is table,dark-haired and wore as well as a black leather skirt.She see me as I was watching her,and invite me to join her at the table.I come here.She was called Alicia and was a great Metal and Irish music addict and at the same time a very good sense of humour.We talking all night long about all and nohing and we went out there was dark,I haven't drink any alcohol but I was a little euphoric,we kissed each other and in a dark street we made love on the wall.After a moment,she comes out of the street and return with a thrilled 19-years-old girl who was crying as noise as she can;Alicia was smiling and in an instant,she bit her on the neck,I feel my teeth enlarging and a big envy to bit the young girl seized and I join Alicia till the unknown girl fall dead on the floor.Then we kissed again and I woke up with a start,I could hear her voice in me,her sensual breath and the heat of her body.This dream come back oftenly this last time,is there a real Alicia anywhere in the World?
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My dream last night was that i was in a forest for som reason and what looked like an elf like archer came to me and said your the one they have been searching for! i woke up but when i went back to sleep it happen again but it went on futher i went to a place which was like a city in the trees but it was beautiful it was all glowing and it made it look like it was out of since with the world. I went in to this city and i meet what they called the Prophet and she spoke to me about that there would be a time were the world would be over run by the shadow and then she grabbed both my hands and all i saw was death and destruction and then i woke up again and that was it. If any of you guys read this and have any idea what this means pls let me know.
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Had a dream last night that I was in a diner in the mid west on a deserted highway save for people in the diner and these huge black ufos were invading the earth, the ufos were surrounded by these clouds that glowed and moved and morphed with them....there was a large ufo with the face of a woman and light beams were coming out of her eyes leaving a trail of fire on the ground...then it got windy like a hurricane or huge explosion happened...then I woke up.
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My dream started at waking from a nap in the sunlight. Apparently I had fallen asleep on the diving board. I was married to a lawyer and we had these adorable blond twins. I would never imagine myself being married to a lawyer so thats kind of wierd and he had red hair which I don't normallly go for either.
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oh la la i'm old ramones fan who produce metal hip hop.i have dream my life,i have lived my dreams and i'm in the fucking reality.i dream to produce eminem,my last link with my passion in music.i lost my rock heroes and i wish a gorgeous comeback from m&m.here,i'm sure that dreams come true.i said that spontaneously but,i think i'm not forrest gump ciao amigo yves
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I had a dream that i went to my sisters work to get shoes
i went with to friends that i hate now, and she works at Victorias secret, so i have no clue why the hell i went there really
mebbe i just wanted to escape from these guys
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ya.that happens fmo time to time..last night i dreamt.that my biological father.came back.and he started saying things about me mum..and what i found out..is he called me aroudn 8 this morning.and i was still sleeping..and he wanted to meet up with us..its wierd..and this has happened before.but idk..its wierd...
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